Another death dream...
You were in a weird motorcycle stunt that I do not understand, but you were like flying over the blue skies and I was watching from below. Next thing was that there was an accident, how? I do not know.
Flashback to something that you already died, but my profession of love and tears reincarnated you ...
Return to present, we were at a restaurant, you were sitting across me and we were with another couple not vivid to me. Your eyes were dull, face pale and you got those gray circles around your eyes that cleary spell death. So I knew you just came back after that horrifying accident but were really dead now. Weirdly, I was insisting on your favorite meal from the waiter, beef brisket noodles, what we used to order at Luk Yuen decades ago. The couple we were with was looking at me with too much sympathy because they knew you were dying and leaving anyway, but I insisted with tears that you will be given your meal.
As I looked back at you, you were slowly fading, the gray circles turning darker, shrinking in size. I went under the table with the hopes of still hanging on to you, that last glimpse. And as I recall the flashback, I need to profess my love for you. I did.
I cried and cried, saying I love you, but you were gone.
The next scene, I was sitting at the back of a car. Whose car? I don't know. My windows were rolled down, the background of some forest or something. A garland of peach, orange flowers and leaves and a white flower in the middle was floating towards me. The white flower appear to be being handed to me, waiting for me to get it.
A voice in the car I heard, "Go get it, it's him." Another voice said, "he outdid himself this time."
I reached out for the white flower, not understanding if the flower was your reincarnation or was the flower a symbol that you were now in a better place?
I don't understand, the next voice I heard is of a 4 year old girl, screaming at my ear, "Niiiinnnnaaaang, wake up !" It was 7:30 in the morning.
